dear 2006,
i realised you're going off pretty soon. and i guess you're never coming back huh. so i shall just pay a tribute to u since i havent got much to do while waiting for manu-reading match to kick off.
Hansel once said to Gretel: let us drop these bread crumbs, so that together we find our way home, because losing our way would be the most cruel of things.this year, i lost my way. sort of.
as much as i'd like to say that 2006's been a bitch to me, i cant cause i've certainly had my highs apart from the lows.
academic year was crappy as usual. turning 16 aint that bad after all. rugby season was screwed. played in a band. it was pretty cool experience but i guess yea. everything that was a high, had a low coming along with it.
i got lost. well, no. i thought i found the right path. i thought it was the only path. little that i know this path was just leading me round and round without going anywhere forward. oblivious to this, i just went along this path thinking that it was the best path to walk on. but pretty soon, ok no not pretty soon. it was quite a long time. and in fact honestly, i just got lost. like just. because now i realised, i need to find another path to take. and i know its not too late. i mean hey im only 16. i've got a long way to go.
and they say losing your way on a journey is cruel. i say losing your reason for the journey is more cruel. i guess i lost it, which is why i need to find another path. a new journey.
heck, everyone has their own journey to travel. but just think. when you've reached your destination, is it really you who's arrived? did u lose yourself and turn into someone you're not? i guess all you can do is to remember the person you were meant to be. and just be yourself.
i've learnt alot this year. and of course come 2007, lets hope i'll learn alot more.
bye 2006 (:
ps. i really wish i could join ultimate fight championship. i mean ufc is totally freaking cool la.. get to fight. dang..
dreamingaway 12/30/2006 10:09:00 pm
