so today was kiq. hurr why did i even go? pls la if im not even needed for the whole bloody thing u could've just politely informed me in the first place so i didnt have to wake up so damn early.
go rg and find out that oh im not faci anymore. where am i? um games group? like uh wdv.. ok so yea im in a new group. wad am i supposed to do? NOTHING absolutely n-o-t-h-i-n-g. oh wait i have sth to do. just stone around and watch the whole shit happening. right. sooooo uber exciting ah. sooo fun until i cant seem to appreciate the fun-ness. screw this shit man. i could have done other cip which was TODAY itself and would've been more meaningful for me ah. and i know. im gonna get scrutinized by anonymous ppl for wadeva i blog here but yknow wad? i dun give a damn about wad u freaking ppl have to say. if u wanna say sumthing say it directly to ME ah arse. and i dun care if ure my freaking exco or not ok cuz even if ure my exco it doesnt give a shit meaning that ure like so much better off alrite. so screw off.
its true. yea so true. that when u climb up the social ladder, u change. hell lotsa change. u pretend to not even acknowledge the existence of ur so-called frens whom were ur frens before, but now not regarded as frens since we aint on the same level. i cant say this applies to like everyone. cuz there are sum ppl out there in the world who are professional enough and believe in friendship ties with all levels of society. im damn sure there are even tho i havent come across anyone who has been going up the social ladder but yet keeps good friendship ties. yea. for one, those going up, they get more arrogant and so damn cocky that they think the world is at their feet. kiss ur own ass ah if u think ure like so much better than other ppl.
anyhows on a lighter note, dian! nice work in leading ((: the funkz rawks alrite. too bad i wasnt part of the group alrdy. couldnt help it that they moved me out. and pls laa have a lil more faith in urself alrite? ;)
ohwells at least its like finally over. like wadeva the eff ah.
how ironic it is that march is never a good month for me.
why did u have to do this to me this time
dreamingaway 3/18/2006 10:46:00 pm
