hey..
im super pissed, bothered, freaking tired. with lots of hw to do. crap shit la. wad a way to start off the week. haiz wonder how the rest of the week is gonna turn out for me. god knows if im even gonna survive. so yea please. people. dun provoke me. thnx.
training. was um k la more fun version of pt since we did sum kinda fitness by playing that style of touch rugby. yea. but yea still crap. but i dun care. cuz now my upper left leg is totally in pain. yea wtf. oh btw
rugby captains 05/06 nominees: anwaar, greg and mark twoon. yea so there'll be one capt and 2 vcapts.
im trying hard but you're not there to see to it.nway forgot to say. yesterday i watched like the 2nd telecast of anak metropolitan season 2. and yea somehow i can relate myself to um remy? yep that guy whom suzhairie (or however u spell) haha. yea i mean like ex-convict. got out of jail. trying to start a new life. yea and not many ppl trust him. heh.
its kinda true yknow the saying. that people will only remember u for the bad things u've done. yea so i guess me being a slacker b4 this, will always stick to me. its like even my parents dun trust me. my own parents. dun even say my frens yet la. at sch. lol noone even believes that im changing so yea. heck. grp work. noone wants me so i gotta stick to the ppl who are like shadows of my past. heh. i've been trying real hard to leave my shadow behind.
haiz i dunno la. mebbe i dun show it on the outside cuz i dun want to. but yea deep inside, i know that everything's screwed. and
you. yea you. you and your whole gang. you going around telling stupid jokes. and somehow the other ppl will have to laugh along with u. to me, u just look like ure laughing at ur stupid n ugly self. freaking teacher's pet. act cute around ur gang even tho u look like some piece of disgusting dung. even dung's better than u. go get a life la. maybe u could go fly a kite.
arse.i guess nothing can change the things i've done.
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dreamingaway 8/29/2005 08:41:00 pm
