hey.
bah jnow training kinda sucked. fer me that is. even before training i was already feeling super tired. heh sch's been draining the energy outta me. yea then jnow played rugby league. omg i missed all my tackles. i missed anwaar like 2 or 3 times? wait mebbe 4. haha. but two of those times i actually got him but couldnt hold on. heh he's got huge legs. so hard to grab. and yea apart frm him oso i missed other tackles. ergh. the only highlight of the match fer me was probly my pass to you kai which gave him a try. hur hur big deal lar. and faizal was thinking of giving us pt. thnk gawd no he didnt. i'd have died on the spot. heh.
oh man the pressure in sch is starting to take a toll on me. im feeling really exhausted nowadays cuz of sch. sch work, then study, and all that sch related stuff. yea. bsh serves me right. this probly is the effect of me screwing up my first semester. omg i so do not wanna screw up this semester. just imagine who i'd be disappointing if i screw up again. my parents (duh), my teachers, heh especially mrs lim (my super duper caring form teacher. heh), and probly my frens? -shrugs- but yea. i just do not wanna screw up. oh man im feeling real scared. wad if i do screw up?
oh i know wad happens if i screw up. i wont have a future. how fun. NOT. haiz i know most of u would be going like: 'hello dun think about wads gonna happen. just work for the present right now.' haiz... sianness. i mean yea that statement is probly like yeps its true. but then thinking about the future is definitely unavoidable. gosh i seriously need a break. like big time. term 3 has hell been super hectic. its crazy i tell u.
im scared. seriously. i know it seems pretty petty but yea i could break down over this. heh. nvm
anyway tmr cdiv match. against acsi. at ri 4.45pm. people pls if ure free come down fer it and support the team. all the best guys!
im still scaredciaoz
dreamingaway 7/27/2005 09:39:00 pm
